guy, tim, he writes me from virginia. he's a recovering alcoholic. he is embraced the 40 day, 40 night challenge. he said, another thing that i've learned in the 40 day challenge is that i have found that my calling is to help others. to be useful to another human being. i am now enrolled in training and plan to volunteer in local rescue squad. i can't keep the gift of spiritual freedom that i'm experiencing, i have to keep giving it back every day or i lose it forever. you are exactly right. you know, i said to the audience in anchorage alaska over the weekend, i believe this audience has a different role to play. i believe the people that watch this program, listen to my radio program or just getting it through osmosis, i think you're going to be the ones that are just helping other people. faith, know what you believe and have firm reliance on whatever it is. hope, tell the truth in your own life and charity, be of assistance to other people. if you do those three things, if you take that 40 day and 40 night challenge, it's going to change everyth